31 December 2010

End of the Year Traditional

I thought about my previous post a little (I'm still thinking about it) and decided that for now I am going to keep doing what I'm doing until it doesn't work for ME anymore. 

So today, my New Year's Eve breakdown of 2010:

A friend and I were dicussing our "best" and "worst" of 2010 and I started to realize how very lucky I am.  My "worst" were things that really weren't so bad...just things that I needed to learn from.  There have been illnesses and deaths of loved ones, frustrations and stress at work, relationships gone wrong, and personal setbacks; but, all those things have really just been life experiences, trials and errors, and simple hurdles.  When I look back at 2010's "worst" moments, I know that I am really pretty lucky to have so many "worsts" that turned out to be "okays."

My "bests" of 2010 were definitely some of the very best of my life.  For that I am doubly blessed.  In general, it has been a good year for rediscovering myself, fulfilling some dreams, and living life the way I want to live it.  My "bests" of 2010 were also a lot of growing experiences, life-changing moments, and reminders of who I am becoming.  I am lucky to have had so many great experiences that have made my life so happy this year. 

In a brief snapshot, here are a few of my year's highlight moments:

Best and Worst Highlights of 2010

Best:  Heifer Honduras Educator's Study Tour
Worst:  Struggling with a new class of 2nd graders that I have no idea how to effectively teach...they are pushing me outside the box!


Best:  Seeing my grandpa again after 10 years.
Worst:  The passing of my grandmother after not seeing her for 10 years. 
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Best: Traveling to new and exciting places to see friends and family (Chicago, New York, Seattle, L.A., Palm Desert, Honduras, Miami, Boise)
Worst: Contracting Dengue Fever while traveling to Central America





Best: Rekindling the flame of faith in my life.
Worst: Anxiety and stress of finding that long lost faith again.


Best:  Losing weight...9 pounds lost in October/November...learning to love running and eating healthier.
Worst: Feeling the need to cut out some of the foods I love!


Best: The reuniting of all the Single Ladies.
Worst: Trying to make decisions and plans with all the SLs again.

28 December 2010

Sales are down

I haven't been a terribly active blogger lately, partly because I feel like I am writing to the void that is the internet and no one and nothing else. 

Which, in some ways, is totally fine.  I like writing and I like writing what I want to write; however,  I feel a little like an door-to-door salesman who is striking out every time...because no one is home or no one is buying.

Maybe I just need to find my groove again, so that my readers are interested, or maybe I need to stop blogging and just start journaling. 

I'm going to think on this for a while...until I decide. 
Until then, happy blogging everyone!

24 December 2010

Christmas Eve

Merry Christmas to all...
(I know there are about 2 people who read this, but Merry Christmas to you 2!)

On the list for Christmas Eve:

  • Mass at the Cathedral of the Madeline
  • Making traditional cheeseburgers with the sisters
  • The Christmas story from the good old KJV
  • Chrismtas movies and hot cocoa
I wish you all peace, love, joy, and the gifts of our Savior!
Happy Christmas!

23 December 2010

What Does Christmas Mean?

This is the talk I wrote for our Christmas program at church.  I really enjoyed preparing a talk about Christmas because it helped me feel the Spirit of Christmas more than I have all season. 
My favorite parts of Christmas have always been the traditions that surround the season, not so much Christmas morning and the presents.  I love that Christmas can still be centered on the Savior, and that all the love, kindess, patience, and peace of the season, reminds us of Him.



"Some of my happiest and most vivid Christmas memories come from when I was little and my family would act out the Nativity story together. When I was about 4 years old I solidified my role as the Angel of the Lord because I was such an enthusiastic actress in that role. To this day, though we don’t perform the Nativity together anymore, my favorite part of the story is the first of the angel’s words: “Fear not: for behold I bring you good tidings of great joy which shall be to all people…” (Luke 2:10-12)

Christmas is and should be a time of joy and good tidings; of remembering that very reason we have it to celebrate. Those good tidings of great joy that the angel brought were tidings of a Savior who would redeem all mankind…who would be not only the Savior of the world, but the personal Redeemer for each one of us.

In the First Presidency’s Christmas Devotional this year, Pres. Uchtdorf stated:

"We know what the Christmas season ought to be—we know it should be a time of reflection on the birth of the Savior, a time of celebration and of generosity. But sometimes our focus is so much on the things that annoy and overwhelm us that we can almost hear ourselves say in unison with the Grinch: “Why, for fifty-three years I’ve put up with it now! I MUST stop this Christmas from coming! . . . But HOW?”

While it’s true that we can find materialism and anxiety in Christmas, it is also true that if we have eyes to see, we can experience the powerful message of the birth of the Son of God and feel the hope and peace He brings to the world. We, like the Grinch, can see Christmas through new eyes."

As a teacher, I can hardly hide from Christmas’s hustle and bustle, commercialism, stress, and secular aspects—Santa Claus and wish lists are often the topic of discussion from Halloween to Christmas break with 7 year olds—but I also get to see the magic of Christmas through the eyes of children.

Sometimes I am surprised, and often impressed, by my students’ sensitivity to the importance of all things Christmas. Of course there are the toys and parties, but over the years my students have taught me a lot about really making the Savior an important part of this season.

The other day I was listening to my students as they worked on a Christmas art project. I heard one of them talking about how excited she was to have Santa Claus come and bring presents. She started talking about all the things she wanted and all the things she was sure she would get. (I was shocked as I always am when the kids start gasping over iPads and cell phones and things I can hardly afford…). This little girl started squealing about all the things she loved about Christmas including Santa Claus, the North Pole, elves, reindeer, and stockings. I almost stopped listening to focus on something else, brushing the conversation off as “just kids getting excited about Santa,” but I listened a moment longer. The little boy sitting next to her looked up, raised one eyebrow, and stated, “Don’t you know that Christmas is actually when we celebrate Jesus? It’s His birthday anyway. Christmas is for Jesus, not Santa.”

I was sufficiently humbled. I think the little girl was too.

Christmas is, as my student said, “for Jesus,” and for joyful rejoicing in the gift of the Savior’s Atonement that was made possible by His birth and His death. In Pres. Eyring’s Christmas talk he stated:

This little child, born in a stable and cradled in a manger, was a gift from our loving Heavenly Father. He was the promised Redeemer of the world, the Savior of mankind, the Son of the living God. He was with His Father before He came to earth in mortality, the Creator of the earth upon which we stand.

Above all, the Savior whose birth we remember this season of the year paid the price of all of our sins. Again the prophet Isaiah, long before our Lord’s birth, saw the gift beyond price of the Atonement of Jesus Christ.

He gave us this description of what the Savior did for us:

“Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.

“But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.”

Those who have felt that peace and healing have their hearts filled with gratitude. And so do those who love them.

That is the spirit of Christmas, which puts in our hearts a desire to give joy to other people. We feel a spirit of giving and gratitude for what we have been given. The celebration of Christmas helps us keep our promise to always remember Him and His gifts to us. And that remembrance creates a desire in us to give gifts to Him."

Our Savior, Jesus Christ, “wounded for our transgressions and bruised for our iniquities,” was born that first Christmas day to enter this world as our only way back to our Heavenly Father. He was born to show us how to love, how to teach, how to live, and how to give. But above all, He was born to pay the price of our sins that we might someday be like Him.

Christmas is a time of joy and good tidings. The Angel of the Lord brought good tidings of great joy for all people. The gift of a Savior spans all generations, all dispensations, all continents, and can reach all hearts. In remembering that joy and those good tidiings we can remember the true meaning of Christmas. In remembering what Christmas is really about, we are able to see Christmas through spiritual eyes, new eyes that help us remember and believe in the sacredness of this season.

I know that Jesus Christ lives. He was the Child who unto us was born, who unto us was given.  He is my Wonderful Counselor, my Everlasting Father, my Prince of Peace, and my Savior."


(Picture credit: google images, Greg Olsen art)

21 December 2010

Christmas Break Randomness

I feel like it has been a while since I have really been here.

Maybe because I sort of copped out by doing the challenge posts and just trying to make my life simple.  But...I am glad the be back.  I've missed this!

Since I am on Christmas Break as of about 20 minutes ago and I finally have some time again...here is a random assortment of some of the crazy things that have been going on in my life lately...

  • I love Heifer International...if you don't know that by now, you can't have been reading my blog for long....or have known me for long.  Anyway, this is a link to an article that was published at the end of November in a local newspaper here in Salt Lake City.  The article is about my class and my participation in an Educator Study Tour to Honduras this summer.  It is a nice article, with only a *few* little details confused! Haha!  Media!
  • On the same note...one of my cute little students dontated a flock of chicks from the Heifer Gift Catalog in my name for me for Christmas this year!  That is one of the best presents I have ever received! 
  • I gave a little talk in church this week.  I used the First Presidency's Christmas talks to prepare and I really felt like I was able to feel the way Christmas should feel. I'll include some of their words and my words this week in future posts about Christmas. 
  • Today was our last day of school for the calendar year!  It was actually one of the best days we have had as a class all year!  It has been a rough year getting started and these kiddos have really made me think out-of-the-box, but they are teaching me just as much as I am teaching them.  The fact that today they hugged me and told me how much they would miss me about made my heart melt.  Their cheerful little faces and shouts of "Happy Christmas" and "See you next year" are one of the best parts of Christmas for me. 
  • I know this is a busy time of year for many families, but for me, I love being invited to the piano recitals, gymnastics performances, basketball games, dance recitals, baptisms, etc.  It makes me happy to be able to support my kids in so many things.
  • My big sister had another baby a couple of weeks ago.  I am an aunt again!  Liam is the first bot we will have in the recent generations, so it will be fun to have a boy around!  I can't wait to hold him and love on him!
  • We went down to temple square to see the lights and go to the Michael York, David Archuleta, and Mormon Tabernacle Choir Christmas Concert this past weekend. It was fun...Thanks Lemmons!
So, that is pretty much everything that is worth nothing anyway.  It should be nice to have a little time to just hang out and enjoy Christmas. 

Happy Christmas Break! :)

16 December 2010

Day 15--My Dream House

Wow...so this is finally (FINALLY) the last day of this 15 day challenge.  I have enjoyed it, but it has felt like it has lasted a bajillion zillion years!

The last thing I am supposed to write about is my dream house. 
I think I have too much of a mixed sense of style to pin it down exactly, but I have some ideas.

The first thing I would like is for the house to fold all nicely so I can move it from place to place anytime I want to in my suitcase.  I don't know where my dream house would actually be, so it would have to be able to come with me, like the tents gypsies have.  Or like the ones Harry Potter has...

The next thing I would like in my dream house is some character.  I don't like all these cookie cutter houses that are so very popular in the state I live in.  I would rather be in a house that has some flaws and misprints.  I like the things that make a house unique and comfortable.

My house would probably have to have a giant kitchen.

And large closests for my shoes.

And maybe solar power panels.

Honestly, my dream house is a home where I can be happy with the people I love.  Someday I hope to have both of those things in close proximity. Home is where the heart is, and my heart has learned to love places and homes as long as I am with the people who are important to me.

And there you have it...my dream house and the last installment of my 15 day challenge!  Soon I will be back to normal blogging again!

14 December 2010

Day 14--Pictures of things that make me happy

My Portuguese paradise.  One of the best places in the world to snorkel.



  Recycling.  It kind of goes with the whole save-the-world thing I like so much.

Oh yeah...hippies in trees totally fits.  That makes me more than happy!

Ballet has made me happy since I was a tiny kid.  Ballet shoes make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

My family. 


My sister and brother-in-law with my niece...my new nephew makes me happy too!



Palm trees. I love them all no matter where they are.  I love them.

Heifer friends in Honduras. 

My home in Kentucky.  A labor of *mostly* love for our family.  And "home" has always been where the family is for me!
  

 My goofy dad.  Boy do I love him!


Prom at the ocean in the "glory days" of my old life.  That ocean is more home to me than just about anywhere I've ever been. 


Trail's End Camp. A home away from home.  I live 10 months for 2!  Those were some of the best summers of my life!



You already know it, but I love heifers.  Especially these kinds.


I discovered the land of milk and honey!  And it makes me smile!

The ISU Homecoming parades in Pocatello. 


Cotton candy on a stick at the Eastern Idaho State Fair.  Love on a paper stick!


Friends, NYC, travel.


The start of it all.  The single ladies and our adventures together.


Giant potatoes.  Only in Idaho.


Salted pecan hot fudge sundaes at Scoopys...or more recently known as Caliches.  Oh how I love thee!
New Mexico makes me happy too...

Vacations with my sister.


Camping with friends.

12 December 2010

Day 13--Goals

I am getting closer to the end of this 15 day challenge...today I am supposed to write about some of my goals, of which I have many.
Here goes...

1. Finish and obtain my reading endorsement.
2. Go back to school.  Get a Master's degree.  Preferrably at Columbia University in Developmental Psychology...but we'll see.
3. Travel to all 7 continents.  4 down, 3 more to go.  Antarctica is going to be the trickiest I think...
4. Read and know the scriptures well.
5. Find more purpose in my prayers.
6. Go on humanitarian trips to study help change poverty and the real challenges in our world.
7. Own and run a business.
8. Learn to sew.
9. Speak Spanish regularly and fluently.
10. Be the best person, daughter, friend, sister, teacher, student, and colleague that I can be.

08 December 2010

Day 12--What You Believe

A good 7 or 8 years ago this would have been a really simple question for me to write a narrative on. 
As I've gotten a little older, seen a little more of the world, people, and life, I have had to refine and redefine my answer to this question. 

First of all I have to say that these are definitely my core.  They are what I believe at the very simplest, and ironically, the most complex level. 

I am a woman of faith. I believe in my Savior and His loving Atonement.  I know that the gospel of Jesus Christ is a strong, powerful, true, eternal concept.  I know my Savior and Heavenly Father love me.  I know that personally, in a very real and concrete way. 

I have other beliefs that are less important, but that also define who I am:

I believe that this mortal life is one of learning, growing, helping, serving, and understanding. 
I believe that life isn't supposed to be fair, easy, or clear.  Even though that is so hard.
I believe that most people are all trying to be the best they can be based on what they are learning, understanding, growing in, and doing.
I believe that we cannot begin to know what others' lives are like, but that we can support each other along the way.
I believe that we NEED each other.  We are an eternal family that needs to help each other in any way we can.  Whether we live in Dubai, Chicago, or Lima.
I believe that one person with a big heart, willing hands, and a solid plan can make a positive difference for others.

I always feel like I have so many beliefs, personal principles, and core values that it is hard to summarize them all, but I think the one thing I believe most of all is:

"Charity changes everything."

07 December 2010

Day 11--Favorite TV Shows

It is kind of funny...I have never been a huge TV watcher, however there are a lot of shows I like and many that I love, mostly because I like them to be on in the background when I am doing other things (aka: grading papers) or working out. 
I am going to list my all-time favs and the recent shows I have become a fan of.
All-Time Favorites:
Gilmore Girls (#1 Favorite!)
Gossip Girl (don't judge...I just love it)
Keeping Up with the Kardashians (okay, I know, more trash, but I like it!)
The Mary Tyler Moore Show (Love, Love, Love, this one!)
Undercover Boss (Not trashy at all...are you surprised? It is a fab.u.lous show)
Anything on the Food Network (esp. cake stuff)

Recent Favorites:
Modern Family (sooo funny!)
The Middle (makes me feel a little more normal)
House Hunters International (I just want to live everywhere but here...)

05 December 2010

Day 10--Something I'm Afraid Of

Fear is an interesting thing.  It increases in some ways and decreases in other ways depending on your stage in life, the things that matter most to you at that time, and your age, and I'm sure a variety of other factors. 
For me, fear is something that comes and goes a lot.  I have many fears and anxieties, but there are a few that I think are pretty consistent.

*I'm kind of afraid of heights. Especially if there is any possible way that I am not safe while on that high place.
*I'm afraid of rodents and snakes.  They fit in the same nasty category for me.  Yuck!
*Being forgotten.  That is a weird one, I know, but its a fear I've lived with all my life.  When you move around and have to start a new life every few years of your life, its easy to be afraid that people will forget you, that you won't make any kind of imprint in their lives, or that your life was just a fleeting moment in the meaningful parts of others' lives. 

Though my fears can tend to take over my life, I try to remember that faith is the antidote to fear.  The more faith I have, the more I put my trust in a loving God, the less I have to fear about anything! Even snakes and mice and really tall rickety ferris wheels!  And I especially don't have to fear that I will be forgotten when I remember that my Heavenly Father loves me and will always remember me.  Without that knowledge, I might not be able to deal with these fears, nor the rest of the many fears that I harbor! Thank goodness for faith!!

04 December 2010

Day 9-- First 10 Songs on my iPod

1. Paint the Sky with Stars--Enya
2. I Will Come to You--Hanson
3. When I Look at You--Miley Cyrus
4.This Masquerade--The Carpenters
5. Through the Rain--Mariah Carey
6. Underappreciated--Christina Aguilera
7. Shine--Black Gold
8. Lullaby--Dixie Chicks
9. Photographs--Cherie Call 
10. Everything--Michael Buble



01 December 2010

Day 8--A Place You've Traveled To

Travel. 
The word is like love to me. 
Travel.
Just that simple word makes me swoon and start to write lists. 

I love to travel.  I am a travel-aholic.  Really.  I am.
I would quit my job, my life, my apartment, my car, all of it, if I could travel to interesting places for the rest of my life.  If only there were some way I could do that without having to worry about costs!!! Darn money!
Darn responsibility!

Anyway, the challenge was to post a place I have traveled to.  Instead I am going to spin it a little and post pictures of my favorite ten places outside of the U.S and see if you can guess where I've traveled to!  Good luck! :)

(Thanks google images!)

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